So yah, Contrary to popular belief I am actually alive. I haven't been doing much in the way of art but I hope to be doing something in the future. On a more interesting note. I completed Crisis Core on Friday.

Its Soooooooooo sad, Anyone who has played and completed final fantasy seven(Nooo one who is watching me im guessing)The ending is so sad, I knew it was coming and anyone who has played crisis core would know. But the story behind Zack, Angeal, Sephiroth and Genesis was just so sad but heartwarming as well. The friendship that Zack and Cloud had was just amazing the way it grew and you also get to see the sane Sephiroth who was a really good guy. Also you get to see just how pwnage Sephiroth is. I mean, he managed to take on Angeal and Genesis on at the same time no trouble at all. I mean Sephiroth is potent. I knew he was strong but Dayum didn't know he was that strong. And then there is cloud your like Wow he took on sephiroth.

You learn more about the buster sword aswell. Like how it was made and that originally it wasn't Zacks. You also learn more about the different people in Final Fantasy. Like the relationship between Zack and Aerieth is really fleshed out and also. Your given the impression when Aerieth dies cloud is really upset but its actually because he promised Zack that he would protect her.

The end actually made me cry. Im not being funny its such a well put together piece of CGI work and musical achievement. Its Amazingly scripted and anyone that hasn't got Crisis Core but wants to see the ending I urge you to look it up as soon as possible.

ALTERNATIVE:
[ ] Weezer
[x] Paramore
[x] Panic! At The Disco
[ ] October Fall
[ ] The Academy Is...
[ ] Coheed And Cambria
[ ] Bayside
[ ] Yellowcard
[ ] Sugarcult
[X] The Dresden Dolls
TOTAL SO FAR : 3

COUNTRY:
[ ] Rascal Flatts
[X] Carrie Underwood
[ ] Leanne Rhymes
[X] Garth Brooks
[x] Dixie Chicks
[ ] Kenny Chesney
[ ] Tim McGraw
[ ] Faith Hill
[x] Shania Twain
[x] Johnny Cash
TOTAL SO FAR: 8

EMO:
[ ] Hawthorne Heights
[ ] Halifax
[ ] Forgive Durden
[ ] Amber Pacific
[ ] The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
[ ] From First to Last
[ ] Senses Fail
[ ] Underoath
[ ] Something Corporate
[ ] Hit the lights
[ ] Dear Whoever
TOTAL SO FAR: 8

INDIE:
[ ] The Hush Sound
[ ] Eisley
[ ] Death Cab for Cutie
[ ] Dashboard Confessional
[x] The Killers
[ ] Yeah Yeah Yeahs
[ ] Hot Hot Heat
[ ] Gym Class Heroes
[x] Franz Ferdinand
[ ] Modest Mouse
TOTAL SO FAR: 10

METAL:
[x] Slipknot
[x] System of a Down
[x] Disturbed
[x] Metallica
[x] Guns n' Roses
[x] Lamb of God
[x] Slayer
[x] Hatebreed
[x] Killswitch Engage
TOTAL SO FAR: 19

POP:
[ ] Teddy Geiger
[x] Ashlee Simpson
[X] Kelly Clarkson
[ ] Jesse McCartney
[x] Avril Lavigne
[x] Pink
[ ] The Veronicas
[ ] Daniel Powter
[x] James Blunt
[x] Natasha Bedingfield
[ ] Ryan Cabrera
TOTAL SO FAR: 25

POWERPOP/POP PUNK/PUNK:
[ ] hellogoodbye
[ ] Cute is What We Aim for
[ ] Cartel
[ ] The Click Five
[x] Fall Out boy
[ ] Lucky Boys Confusion
[x] Good Charlotte
[x] Bowling for Soup
[ ] Reliant K
[ ] Less Than Jake
[X] Simple Plan
TOTAL SO FAR: 29

RAP:
[ ] Ying Yang Twins
[ ] T.I.
[ ] Paul Wall
[x] Tupac
[ ] Jamie Foxx
[x] Ludacris
[x] Lil' Jon
[x] Outkast
[x] 50 Cent
[x] Kanye West
[ ] Notorious B.I.G
[ ] Young Jeezy
TOTAL SO FAR: 35


SKA:
[ ] Reel Big Fish
[ ] The Specials
[ ] Mad Caddies
[ ] The Aquabats
[ ] Sublime
[ ] No Doubt
[ ] Madness
[ ] Operation Ivy
[x] Bob Marley
TOTAL SO FAR: 36

ROCK:
[ ] Taking Back Sunday
[x] All American Rejects
[ ] Motion City Soundtrack
[x] Avenged Sevenfold
[ ] Angels and Airwaves
[x] Evanescence
[x] My Chemical Romance (this is more whining than music)
[x] Green Day
[x] Blink 182
TOTAL SO FAR: 42

CLASSIC ROCK:
[x] The Beatles
[x] Led Zeppelin
[x] The Rolling Stones
[x] The Who
[x] Pink Floyd
[x] The Doors
[x] Jimmy Hendrix
[x] Queen
[X] Van Halen
[x] Bob Dylan
[x] Simon & Garfunkel
TOTAL SO FAR: 53

.............What I do!


-----------• × • A L L | A B O U T | M E • × •--------------

- Name: Alex, Ali, Alexis or Xander be all names I got by
- Single or taken: Married
- Gender: Male
- Birthday: 17th august
- Sign: Leo the Lion Rawr
- Hair colour: Black with an apparent blue tinge
- Eye colour: Green with a hint of brown
- Height: 5'8 5'9
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Straight

-----------• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •--------------

- favourite place to shop for clothes?: Primark, What Im cheap
- Favorite designer?: If i ever wear designer clothes I will let you know
- What is your sexiest outfit?:....Im.....Not....Sexy
- What is your most comfortable outfit?: My Suit funnily enough.
- What do you usually wear?: Jeans and T-shirt, or my Suit when I go to school

--------------• × • S P E C I F I C S • × • -------------------

- What kind of shampoo do you use?: What ever my mum gets
- What are you listening to right now?: The sound my dog makes when she dreams
- Who is the last person that called you?: My dad
- How many buddies are online right now?: 22

-------------• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •-----------------

- Food: Its all good
- Girls names: Lenalee
- Boys names: Leon
- Subjects in school: English English and More English
- Animals: Dogs Dogs and More Dogs ^___^

----------------• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •-------------

- Given anyone a bath?: Does my dog count? if not then Yes......my cousin when she was very little
- Smoked?: Cigars Yes, Ciggerettes Yes, Pipe yes
- Bungee jumped?: no
- Made yourself throw up?: Yes
- Skinny dipped?: No
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: No
- Cried when someone died?: When my Cousin Did yes
- Lied: Possibly
- Fallen for your best friend?: no
- Rejected someone?: Possibly
- Used someone?: Not that I recall
- Done something you regret?: Many a time, Many a time

------------• × • C U R R E N T • × •--------------

- Clothes: A T shirt and set of black jeans
- Desktop picture: Arthas Menethil the first the of the living death knights wielding the frostmourne and dressed in the suit of armor that harbors the lich king Kel' Thuzad (Yes im a Warcraft geek)
- CD in player:
- DVD in player:

----------------• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •----------------------

- You touched: My brother as I punched him
- Hugged: My Girlfriend
- You IMed: Nicholas
- Talk to online: Some random guy called Zetsumei

---------------• × • A R E | Y O U • × •---------------------

- Understanding: Ive been prone to fits of it
- Open-minded: My brother is gay.....what more can i say ( Notice my awesome rhyming skills)
- Arrogant: On occasion
- Insecure?: Have been in the past
- Random?: Walking into a lesson in my friends Drama costume count?
- Hungry: No
- Smart: Been Prone to fits of it
- Moody: Can be but usually placid
- Organized: Fuck No!
- Shy: On occasion
- Difficult: Im like a donkey....an ass
- Bored easily: No funnily enough
- Obsessed: Not really
- Angry: When provoked yes
- Sad: When given reason to be
- Happy: Usually
- Hyper: Only if ive taken speed or had fifteen V energy drinks
- Trusting: Not really no

---------• × • W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A • × •--------

- Kill?: No one really
- Slap?: With a wet fish....hard choice there are so many chavs out there
- Get really wasted with?: Urrrr I dont like to get wasted
- Get high with: Drugs are bad, Kids DONT DO DRUGS
- Talk to offline: Most people
- Talk to online: Most people
- Sex it up with: Girlfriend

------------------• × • R A N D O M • × •---------------------

- In the morning I: Throw the nearest hard object at my brother
- Love is: When you take life with your partner in one hand and a chocolate covered fish in the other
- I dream about: Oompaloompa's
- Sexual preference: Women
- What do you notice first in the sex you're into: Would it be wrong to say boobies?
---------------• × • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • × ---------------

- Coke or Pepsi: Coke
- Flowers or candy: Sweets
- Tall or short: Short

---------------• × • W H O • × • ---------------

- Makes you laugh the most: Dervis
- Makes you smile: Most of my friends
- Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: Girlfriend.......still after 1.6 years of going out

--------------• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •-----------------

- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: Nope because mine has a phobia of the internet
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: Not really
- Wish you were younger: No
- Cry because someone said something to you?: Only if some one insults my dead cousin, but Im usually crying while i beat all seven hells out of there eye sockets.

-----------• × • N U M B E R • × •--------------

- Of times I have had my heart broken: None
- Of guys I've kissed: On the cheek: 2 very close friends of mine
- Of girls I've kissed: 2 or 3
- Of CD's I own: Twelveteen
- Of scars on my body: Oh boy, Alot, I mean alot

I was just wondering what people would think about a gallery clean out.

Ok since i join sixthform I have met quite a few new friends. Each one of them with there own qualities and aspects that make them your friend. I met a group of year thirteen about two or three weeks into year 12 this group called themselves the Kool Kids Klan. Yes you can imagine the way people say it but hey we are friends, we where a group. So i went to my friend mikes 18 birthday part and we where all there. I mean all of us every single one of the Kool Kids Klan. I didnt stay for the whole thing though I wish i could. It was a great party for when i stayed we just say around talked and had food. It took me a little while to start talking to the people i didnt know there but after a while i just started chatting. It was a really great time. Then about half an hour before we left we made a toast to my mate. The thing is he said somthing that only hit me a few minutes ago. He basically said how it was great to have all of his friends around him for his eighteenth birthday. He hopes he can be surrounded by the new friends he makes at uni and the old ones he has now. The thing is i never truly realized but he and the rest of them are not going to be with us any more. When i go back to school they wont be there and it wont be like there on study leave either. They will actually have gone. I really am gonna miss them. So yeh I dunno i guess the ones im really gonna miss are Layzell, Andy and Mike. I will miss them greatly.

So yeh I would raise a glass to you guys but your not here, maybe some other time. I am gonna miss you.